This video is made from my scraps and experiments - commissions, old footage, some film tests. What started as a forgotten notes app entry to myself, became a video that I desperately needed to make. A proof of my own existence, and a search for something real. What I ultimately realized in making this is that before I could figure out what's next, I first needed to ask myself “what’s here?” “what’s left?” “what is the point?” before I could move forward at all.